Hey everyone!!!
Long time no blog! Life as I know it has become a mangled mess of chaos! I thrive on chaos, but it also takes its toll. Life since Chris has left has been a non stop roller coaster of emotions & exhaustion. I have an appreciation for single parents out there who either by choice or not have to life that life. Being a mommy, daddy, homemaker, competitor, handyman, student and wife keep ya busy! I have come to realize that doing a spring show was not the best for our current situation. Trying to do all of the above and do a show was going to be to much for me to handle. I don't think I have ever actually said that out loud, that I can't do something. We all have a point that realize what we are capable of and when we need to take a step back. I took a big step back. I am currently training ( like I would stop) for a fall show. I will build my body and sculpt it the way I feel it should and be ready to knock it out on stage. In the mean time I am studying, taking care of Tesla, doing care pkgs for Chris, helping others get ready for their shows, purging our house of things we don't need and making it a HOME. I am painting, getting new furniture and re organizing everything we have.
It has been a stressful week. the south does not know how to handle the snow so it pushed my week back by about 4 days. Furniture rescheduled 2 times, painting pushed back by about days, no daycare = no training and Tesla off his schedule. He is also sooooooo busy that there is no getting anything done unless he is sleeping or in his high chair eating lol! Then today my phone takes a leap to the floor and cracks the screen so bad I had to go get a new one. I have 8 pkgs sitting at home waiting to send out to friends, family and my husband. Now that I finally have them addressed I can strap T to my back and carry a few in at a time to get them out! Next up after that is getting our car fixed and pray its not an arm and a leg that I'll have to donate! Any who, I start a new training regiment next week and I'm looking forward to that!
I am taking a bit of time everyday to get to my blogs again now that I have things settling back down! As always feel free to follow or email me anytime! tashakayanderson@gmail.com
Best Wishes!
T.Anderson
